Just Regular.

Its been an interesting, and not great couple of days guys.
Just basic everyday life stuff, but its wearing me down.
Today, thus far, i feel alright.
The other day I was feeling dead in the way that I did not feel as alive as i usually do, this sucked.
I didn't want to come home, so I went out to the swing set by my apartment and I swung as the light fell down around me, and I could smell the earth that reminds me of my real home, and reminds me of summer. I think part of feeling alive for me, is feeling summer. I'm destined for somewhere with a warmer climate someday I suppose.
And recently I am realizing how important family is to me. I miss my home so much everyday.
But I suppose if this blog today has a point, it is do what you need to do.
If you have tons of homework, but you are just not feeling okay, and do not want to go home, go do something for yourself, just for a little while until you can bear to survive a little longer.

Hope your days are blessed with beauty, and wonder, though I know they already are, so I hope that you are blessed to see these things.